flying po pockets taking hey hey heyckets, only hey hey I love you too and TV 2 yeah I love your teeth you / we’re watching shark tank you’re really cute I love you here / you’re telling us something on the TV what does that I’m curious / if you’ll be santa claus from space shuttle from the other side of poster sauce things will tell trap trap trap trap trap trap trap it / santa claus snarl
I used to write,you used to breathe
I used to love halloween, but then it became the last full day you were aware and living on this earth. three years now.
five years ago I remember fleeing an out of control party to just go sit with you on a couch we used to sleep on, try to get you to imbibe with me. thought it would always be like that, that you’d always be that friend I could run to after fleeing anything and everything. I hate that you aren’t here. all the time. Im always missing you and Ill always love you.
“portugal. the man has been known to heal wounds; you’re in luck.”
[Nov. 2nd, 2008|11:00 am]
"do you think they hooked up?"
"they might’ve made out.. he kisses everyone, he’s a predator."
(laughed. so. hard.)
"when you’re 33 and I’m 31 if we’re not with anyone else or married or anything, can we get married?"
"I think Im going to stay with nick."
"yeah I know you think that now.. but the odds of that -"
"the odds of that? geez that’s mean.."
"well I didn’t mean it like that, but seriously, can we get married? I’ll take care of you, we’ll live on a hill in san diego.. I mean who wouldn’t want to live up on a hill?"
(laughed) “that’s.. I have to remember that you said that.. ‘who wouldn’t want to live up on a hill’ ?? you’re funny.”
I ended up spending halloween at dan’s with him and his puppy. I’ll always care about him, and I know we’ll always stay friends throughout life. he’ll always be important to me.